For a very long time now, I have been thinking and planning out how and when I was going to start this blog but being the procrastinator I am,never really got around to doing it. I always had an excuse but underlying all that I am sure was and still is fear. Fear of having what I say be not what anybody wants to hear. Fear of offending..I don’t even know who in the first place. Fear of speaking my mind. I am a pretty private person therefore I always saw it as a vulnerability exposing myself so wide. After all, my mind is my haven, the one place I can truly ever go to to be myself. I didn’t want to share that.

Welcome to my world, as I see it, as I live it.

Then I had a realization, an epiphany if you may. I am blessed. I am abundantly and sufficiently blessed. No not with monetary gains or high stature but rather the grandest gift of all. I am blessed with the gift of questioning, of understanding, of evolving and constant self improvement. I know I know some of you might not get the magnificence of this but to me this is worth more than anything else ever possibly can in this world. The fact that I can actively change my life from the simple fact that I can change my mind. That I have 100% control of myself and everything else in my life from something so often taken for granted like perspective.

But I am done being a slave to that fear. I cannot hope to ever share this wonderful gift with the world if I constantly keep it alive and thriving. I am done giving it free residence so I’m killing it. I am killing my fear and hopefully as I do this I get to educate and take some more people on this journey with me and inspire you to kill your fears as well. So welcome to my world, as I see it, as I live it. 


Published by: Carlisle

I tend to live in my head a little too much so this is a snippet of the worlds inside me. I only hope it does scare somebody aware. I like to live my fantasies,inspired by my every reality. Enjoy this ride with me. "I like to turn things upside down, to watch pictures and situations from another perspective." Ursus Wehrli

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